it's a really stressful month
ever since i am back from Taiwan, i am stress-ed almost everyday.
stress abt finding job.
stress abt when i will be able to find a job.
sending resumes everyday but the replies i got back is just minimum. so what can i do?
even more stress when i am pressurized by ppl ard me asking me abt my job finding.
esp since sis is starting sch soon & mama has stopped working for a few months ald.
everybody just tink it's so easy to find a job.
if it's that easy, i would hv find one long ago.
if it's that easy, u guys think i wan to stay at my current job with irregular working hrs & drawing a salary much much lower than what a degree grad shld get?
so what if u hv a degree now? it's still not easy to find a job, not that i hv high expectation.
other than mass sending resumes (& i dont even really care what requirements they need now), what can i do?
also i dont even really care if the job is related to what degree i hold, as long as the job is suitable & pay is reasonable, i will take it.
cos right now i know i will only be working for the sake of working & money.
i hv debts to pay & of cos to stop anymore naggings from hounding me.
i had enough & all these sucks.
so so tired of all these stuff & i really need a breather.
how i wiish i am still in Taiwan, eat slp play all day long & obviously away from all these shit & naggings.
if only.... sigh~ :(
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