Monday, August 30, 2010
Argh!! I feel so guilty now :(an aunty asked mi for direction jus now & i gave a wrong one..
when i realised a moment later (a few sec later), i cannt find her le..
damn..i must be dreaming la!! i know the direction one lox..
haix. so sorry aunty :[
累了，真的不想再强求。:(
whatever will be will be.
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Sunday, August 29, 2010
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went for cousin's church graduation at expo yst..congrats!! =)
jus like a normal graduation ceremony but got a few church ppl sing songs..
& their songs super long one..haha
had dinner at some condo's restaurant at marine parade aft tat..
din noe there's such place b4..heh..
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met love at Outram MRT in the afternoon..our initial plan was to head to HSA to donate blood..
had to fill up form & ans some qns den to the medical screening,,
but in the end i din donate blood..only love did :(
cos i din meet their weight requirement..haha..
din noe there is such requirement one..they say must be 45kg & above den can donate..
dun understand why must be 45kg above leh..
i am not even underweight lox pls..haha...oh well~
the person still ask mi to eat more till 45kg den go back donate blood..HAHA!
aft love donated blood, we walked over to dim joy, a dim sum restaurant at neil road..
wanted to have that as our lunch cum dinner de..
but when we finally found it, it was closed & will reopen at 5pm..damn! :c
so we were thinking of walking over to chinatown walk walk den go back at 5pm..
walked past the famous egg tarts & we both bought 1..quite nice eh..haha..
randomly walked till Hong Lim complex..
saw ppl queuing at this Barcook bakery so being the typical s'poreans us, we queue oso & realise tat their cream raisins bread is the more popular one..
so we bought 1 & tried..not bad la..
the bread is damn soft..the softest bread i ever eaten & the cream filling is hot..
but we were thinking isit becos it's fresh out from the oven tat's y it's nice..haha
aiya..shld have bought one & put overnight to experiment..
went to coffee bean at chinatown point to chit chat since still early..
we had damn lots of things to talk abt..hehe..
& love is gg taiwan in sep..again?!
love had been gg oversea so many times tis yr alone le lox..
i oso wan lehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! sigh~
din went back to dim joy in the end cos we were hungry & lazy..
had the famous frog porridge near CK..frog porridge with raw fish are delicious can =D
tink we shall go for food hunting nxt time..sg is sooo boring..only food interest us now..haha
watched City under siege at PS with cousin kwa at night..
Aaron kwok one..not bad la..
but he damn act cute in the movie..cant stand it..
& he not suitable to act cute leh..hahahaha..
reached home ard 11 plus..
thks kwa kwa for the treat :)
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Friday, August 27, 2010
went for the YOG closing ceremony yst..
was supposed to report at 10am..
after registering & stuff, went over to the float & had lunch..
after lunch was slacking, walking & photo-taking till 4 plus before starting our work..
watched the ceremony on the helix bridge again while waiting for the fireworks..
there were much more fireworks this time round..hehe..
felt kinda sad when the flame went off...plus it's our last day there oso :'(
it had been quite fun all this while though tiring..
& those new frens tat i had made are awesome..
really hope we will continue to stay in contact though everything was over =)
hopefully we'll be able to go USS on the same day..
haix...aug is coming to an end soon..damn sian!
There are like so many things happening & I duno which to handle 1st.
So tired trying to think of wat will happen next.
Tell mi wat shld I do? Am feeling so lost. :(
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Thursday, August 26, 2010
HAPPY BDAY MUMMY!!! =))
celebrated mum's advanced bday yst at 小旋风 at hg mall..
hmm..the food there...okay okay only lox..
ding tai feng's xiao long bao nicer..
damn full aft the dinner luh..i tink ordered too much food liao..haha
then we went NTUC to buy some groceries b4 gg home..
Dearest mum, though many a time we tend to make u angry, u know we love u many many =)) Though we dun always say it, u know u know rite? HAHA. No matter wat, we will still stay together. Just like how we had gone thru for the past 11 yrs. We know it had been tough on u, esp this 2 yrs. But pls stay healthy & be happy okay!! Be it happy or sad, we are still one family. Though we cant celebrate with u on ur actual day, I hope u enjoy yst's. Happy bday once again. I LOVE YOU! :)
I know i cant fall any deeper.
I need to wake up now.
I really know.
But why isit so hard? :(
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Tuesday, August 24, 2010
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watched inception at tamp with zj on mon..
i know the movie super long ago one..
but i duno why everytime ppl say whichever movie is a must watch, i normally wont watch or maybe till the very end den watch..haha
anyway, movie was okay..jus tat we gt confused a bit here & there..heh
aft tat had kim gary for dinner..
quite long din eat le & the baked rice not bad eh..haha
home sweet home aft dinner =)
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met cynthia today at city hall to go marina platform to watch the yog closing ceremony rehearsal in the evening..
erm....erm....erm...(baby sis, rmb tis?! HAHA..funny la!!) can i jus say the closing ceremony was boring? haha..
machiam concert lox..keep sing songs one..
& those performers keep recycled one..sian..
shld have jus stayed at home instead..
felt so waste time ah :(
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Saturday, August 21, 2010
Pulau ubin with bread, butter & their boys today! =)
met bread & her boy on bus to go to changi village terminal..
had lunch there aft butter & her boy came..
aft tat took the bumboat to pulau ubin..
rent a bicycle there for 8 bucks till 6pm..
was damn tired luh..due to the many slopes there..
in the end most of the upward slopes we were pushing our bikes..haha
din complete the place cos it was too big & there wasnt enough time..
nxt time shall go back there & have seafood..
heard that the food there quite cheap..hehe
overall, the trip was awesome! =D
home sweet home ard evening time..
had cup noodles for dinner..yum~
omg..my legs are starting to ache now...
too long din exercise & old ald...sian :(
ps: pics will be up on FB soon ^^
Labels: Pulau Ubin Trip
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Thursday, August 19, 2010
met up with breadspread (finally man!) yst at dhoby ghaut ^^been months since i last saw peanut..
had dinner at cafe cartel..
& we kept eating the free-flow bread while waiting for peanut till we full liao..haha..
ordered black pepper ribs..not as nice as the normal ones..& oso carbonara spag..my fav!! :)
aft that bread went off 1st cos she gt stuff to do while the 3 of us shopped ard..
oh & i love the heels tat i bought from butter's blogshop..
damn nice..haha..
okay..looking forward to sat's cycling..
hopefully it wont rain...
Ciao~
Why do I feel like I am forever facing such situations?
The not-here not-there feeling sucks ttm seriously. :(
Cant things just be abit more simpler?
Pls tell mi wat shld I do now? haix.
Or maybe jus like wat butter says, let nature takes its course.
But then, sometimes it's just not so easy.
Just becos said is easier than done.
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Sunday, August 15, 2010
had a super mini pri sch gathering today at marina sq :)
met jasline at hougang mall at 12 plus to wait for jason cos he'll be driving us to marina sq..haha
but wen jie cant make it last min cos he had to go back camp..
& he's the organiser...tsk tsk..
okay la not his fault..he damn depressed ald..
met KH at marina sq & we went for lunch 1st..
can u imagine 4 ppl for gathering? haha..
cos many ppl last min cannt make it..haix..
anyway, had sukiyaki buffet..the food there not bad eh...
& we ate ard 2hours with many rounds of meats b4 leaving..
i like the sukiya soup base =)
aft lunch walked ard sun tec b4 proceeding to city link's TCC..
had coffee! damn nice..
& we chatted from 2 plus (i tink) till ard 8pm..
oh my..i had never think tat the 4 of us can chit chat for so long..
from pri sch life till our present sch life to our plan for oversea trips in a few yrs time..haha..
& the funny thing is i wasn't even close to em during pri sch...
but i did enjoy chatting with em man..so fun..haha
aft tat jason drove us back to kovan for our so-called dinner at hk cafe..
i realised it's good to have someone with car cos it's more convenient to where we want to go..haha..
thks jason for driving us to & fro...
looking forward to his & jasline's birthday party!
& definitely our Egypt/Turkey trip in 3 yrs time..HAHA =P
omg..i ate so much today..damn!
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went for YOG opening early in the morn yst..
nearly cant wake up cos i slept at 3am the previous nitex..
had lunch & dinner there..
but both had chicken & corn..eat until scare ald..haha..
was directing ppl to their seats since 4pm..till 7 plus..
legs were aching like hell..
& we saw ppl with the Lyo & Merly plushies..some VIPS still got them for free can..
so cute luh..i like Merly but damn ex..
aft all spectators came, we went to the Helix bridge & watched the opening ceremony..
but i only like those fireworks..damn pretttty =D
aft everything ended & the spectators started leaving, we were like walking ard & saw many plushies left over..
so we went over to ask wat they'll do with them & if they can sell us at a discount..
they gave the 4 of us a pair for free :)
damn happy can..& ppl who saw us with them were like asking how we gt it..
& they were damn jealous cos only the 4 of us have them..hehe =P
went for debrief ard 12am & reached home ard 1am..
sooo shagged & tired aft i showered & stuff..
but still need wait for my hair to dry -.-
in the end slept at ard 2 plus...
but overall was happy cos of Lyo & Merly..
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Monday, August 09, 2010
Why has it got to be me again?! WHY!!!! :(
So wat if I am the eldest? If that's the case, I rather dun be!
Am I supposed to see to everything in this house? & even this kind of shit?
WTF is this kind of logic?
Ya u tink u're princess. Then mi? Ur servant/maid?
U only know how to say that I like to kick up a fuss over small things..
But have u ever put urself in my shoes? If it's u, how would u feel then?
Have u thought abt how I will feel? Do u noe how disappointed & hurt I am?
Having to do more I ald din complain. Every lil things oso need mi to see to I oso din say anything.
Everytime anything cropped up oso i wrong. & u? U'll only say u duno. U duno how to do these, u duno how to do that. U duno why.
Everything jus say duno win ald lox..
Then mi? I can only swallow my tears & try to forget.
I duno who to turn to & who will even understand.
I am really tired ald. But can I jus dun care? NO! Simply cos I'm the eldest again.
Why is everything so unfair?
Why my frens can dun care abt anything at home?
Why can they always go out all day long?
Why can they enjoy life as much as they wan now?
Why won't they have such shit happen to em?
Why must I face this alone?
Why must I do all this things?
Why must I be responsible for everything?
Why must I be the eldest? I hate to be one! I hate to be me.
WHY WHY WHY?!!! Fuck la.
Pardon me. I noe today is National day & I shldn't be feeling this way.
But I really cant help it. I need to vent everything out if not I will explode sooner or later.
I cried for a good 1h today cos I simply cant hold on any longer.
Felt abit better. But then.....nobody will understand.
Shucks. Today is jus not my day. Haix :'(
Nth can describe how i feel now. It jus sucks.
Feeling damn f. down.
Just leave mi alone.
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Saturday, August 07, 2010
yst went vivo & watch old cow vs tender grass with zj..
not bad eh..quite funny too ^^
hui ge damn cute luh..HAHA
but then when reached home, was feeling damn terribly unwell luh..
whole body & bones aching like hell..
fever, sore throat & running nose..
really cannt take it so went to see the doc ard 7 plus..
40°C can..feeling damn terrible, unwell & down..dying all over la..
& i cannot go for the YOG rehearsal today la :(
wth la..sick at the wrong time..
din wan to get sick this few days or rather this 2 weeks de lox..
gt too many things liao..but then when u doesnt wan to get sick, the faster u will lox..no choice..
yst slept damn long man..aft seeing the doc slept from 8 till 9 plus..
den 10 till 1..den continue till this morn 11..
feeling much better today le though still unwell..
& this week we spent like almost 80 bucks jus to see doc lox..
mum's sick too den me..maybe will be lil sis's turn soon..haha
wth..i rather spent the money on shoes & clothes leh..haix..
hopefully i will be okay soon.....
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Wednesday, August 04, 2010
met jil (finally aft many postpones..haha) & her bf at amk hub for lunch yst..
reached there & heard the annoucement to evacuate cos a fire broke out from one of the escalator..
but i still see so many ppl eating happily & standing there watching lox..
many took out their iphones & start video-ing lox..
bet they wan to upload on stomp..haha
but they block the way lox & the burning smell is terrible..tsk tsk..
tink ppl will only run when the fire is right in front of em..
cos we are all typical s'porean..haha..
anyway, met em outside & had suki sushi :)
nice & cheap leh..hehe
aft that her bf went home while we went amk hub & walked ard till 4 plus..
she went home while i went to town to meet bread & butter for dinner & some catch-up (finally too!!) =]
had hk cafe..we ordered the usual food luh & milk tea!! ^^
bus-ed to bugis aft dinner..
went bugis street & saw many stuffs that i feel so tempted to buy la..esp heels!
& initially wanted to meet peanut...but then...oh well..sigh~
went home ard 9 plus..
i so feel like gg overseas la..
sg really too boring liao..ahhhh!!
oh yes..i can go universal studio in sep for the yog apprecaition party..
looking damn forward luh..yay =D
we really cannt understand ur thinking la dear..
& u forever cannt see wat's wrong..why?!
but then we'll put everything behind..
jus hope tat there wont be another time k..
we know each other for so long liao lox..
i seriously tink all of us shld sit down & solve the prob..
if not it'll be really hard for our friendships to continue lox..haix =(
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