Saturday, July 31, 2010
went for the YOG rehearsal yst at marina..
woke up quite early cos we were supposed to meet at 10 am..
but then it was raining so heavily so they asked us to wait till 11 30 am den report..
wth..shldn't have rush man..tsk tsk..
cos i tot i will be late so was rushing like mad..
so aft the rain stopped, they brought us over to the floating platform..
didn't have much things to do at 1st cos the spectators will only start to come in at 5 pm..
like abit waste time lox :(
lucky made a few frens there..
if not i will be bored to death...haha..
after 5pm, it started to get busy cos ppl started coming in..
& we stood from morn till night lox..legs aching like hell..
food was so-so only as compared to the other time..
anyway, caught abit of the YOG opening ceremony..
okay lox for the 1st rehearsal..but not much effect leh..haha..
reached home ard 12 plus..was damn tired man..
next rehearsal is on nxt sat..& more to come....
ps: i am trying, really hard. =(
Labels: YOG rehearsal
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Wednesday, July 28, 2010
yo! aft my emo post, the okay mi is back again..wahaha..i tink watching pornsak's show really helps man..
he is my only happy pill ever! never fail to make mi laugh =)
love him ttm la..y he so cute one?
so want him to be my bf la..& i mean it hor..haha
his variety show is the only one which i'll look damn forward to every week..hehe
looking forward to next wed again..heh
okay aft much thought, i tink i shouldn't take everything too hard..
i believe what is meant to be will be..
i shld just let nature takes its course rite...only then will i be happy..
i know emo-ing wont do mi good anyway..haha..
but then, pardon me if u still see emo post occasionally cos this is the only place where i can go to when i have no one esle to turn to..
i promise u wont see post like the previous one so often now..haha
Breadspread MUST meet up next week ok!!
no more postponing la..no movie watch nvm..
jus a simple dinner will do..i missed our lil chats..
& peanut seriously have damn lots of things to update us lox.
cya loves! =))
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Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Do u ppl have the feelings of wanting someone to be there for u when u're feeling damn damn down, but then u just cant seem to find anyone? Isit mi only or there are ppl feeling this way too? I know there are still bffs & family ard but then sometimes I just doesnt feel like bothering them. It's like adding my problems to theirs. Many times I hope you would text/call/even msn me every now and then, asking me how was my day etc. And whenever I am down, I would hope tat you will be by my side listening to me rant & advising me. But well, where were you when I needed you the most? I just want u to be there with me, sharing my sorrows & happiness. Isit really that hard? I really hate it when I am alone cos that's the time where i will think abt many things. So many things will be gg thru my mind, be it positive or negative ones and I will be so emo aft tat cos the negative ones will always overweigh the positive stuffs. I duno how long I can actually hold on cos I dun tink I can control my emotions that well. Sometimes I feel that my bffs are just close friends where we will meet occasionally for dinner/movies/shopping only. Pardon me. Though I know they will be more than willing to be there for me if I really need them. I duno why but I really feel that the distance between all of us is widening. I hope I am just thinking too much. Maybe it's due to me being a typical piscean. Pisceans just tend to think more. So tell me wat can I do then? I am just a human aft all. I cant control many things/situations & I hate time like this. Haix. :(
你永远不懂我伤悲 像白天不懂夜的黑 。
Stay with mi always.
Labels: thoughts
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Thursday, July 22, 2010
went ladies' night @ Zirca with shuang, cx & her bf yst :)
met her 11pm at clarke quay..
1st time went there..but quite boring eh..
most are retro eng songs..
but there gt 1 thing quite interesting leh..can see many ladies hooking guys..HAHA
drank & danced till 2 plus den went over to mac at liang court cos we were hungry..
we still stole ppl fries at Zirca..oops =X haha..
aft tat cab-ed home with shuang...was damn tired by then..
normally 3 ald sleeping..haha..
but was not as drank as last time..only feel like sleeping..heh..
reached home ard 3 15 & slept immedaitely aft a quick wash up..haha
had a fun night with shuang. Hasn't had such great feeling for long. thks love =))
but the only bad thing is tat my waist ache aft all the dancing..HAHA
anyway, let's go butter soon love! =D
will be gg to collect the YOG uniform later.
I hope it's nice..haha.
but it's at Redhill...damn freaking far..oh well.
till then~
Came to know abt something which i aint suppose to.
& would rather not know.
Honestly I was quite disappointed & saded.
To tink i choose to believe u.
Cos I never tot tat u will be like tis. Not even once.
I duno who to talk to. I duno how to let it out.
I duno how. I duno why. Tell mi how. :(
All kinds of thoughts keep running thru my mind.
I duno how to trust u & ur words anymore..
Y cant u jus tell mi the truth? I'll understand one.
You totally hurt mi. Really.
Now you made mi feel like a fool.
Tell mi wat shld i do now? Haix. D=
Labels: Zirca
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Tuesday, July 20, 2010
met butter love for dinner in the evening..initially wanted to watch the blood pledge with her & bread de..
but bread last min cannt make it..
shall watch the movie with em nxt week (hopefully)..
so we 2 went for dinner at shoduku at cine...
& went far east shop shop aft tat..
ate mar bars there..ages since i last ate..yum~ :)
we seriously need an outing soon breadspread..
i wan go cycling leh...
whoot! meeting love tml =)
ps: sometimes we run away, just to see who'll come after us. & will you?
Labels: town
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Friday, July 16, 2010
Happy 20th birthday day baby sis! =)
omg..u r 20..we are so old now..sigh~
anyway, hope u get many many presents & all pass to mi..HAHA!!
met cousin & sis at hougang plaza & had suki sushi for lunch..
aft tat went kbox..still gt the $8 promo..heh :)
1st time we 3 go kbox tgt..
& i tink we camwhored more than we sang..oops =X
but quite fun singing with em..
shall go again k...
aft kbox went hg mall walk walk awhile b4 gg to city hall to meet my AEC ex-colleagues..
damn long din see tisha le..missed her ><
went The asian kitchen at city link for our dinner..
1st time dining there & the food not bad eh..
nice catching up with em..shall meet up for crabs soon k!! =P
went home aft dinner..
ah!! why is the FB taking forever to upload those photos..
sooooooo tired now..Yawn...
Tata~
PS: Can i have a secret garden so tat i can go there whenever i wan to be alone?
Labels: Baby sis 20th bday
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Saturday, July 10, 2010
wake up early in the morn to go for the yog thingy..
waking up so damn early for 2 days are no joke man..can die -.-
anyway, the 1st training was jus briefing & i was dozing off most of the time..oops~ =X
& we were really well-fed there..haha
2 tea breaks & lunch :)
i went home with a damn full stomach la..
cant even eat my dinner..haha..
but the food there nt bad eh..i like ^^
reach home ard 5 plus & i was so tired tat i slept from 7 till 9 plus..
haha..tat's y i really cant wake up early..
unless i slp early..which is mission impossible one..sian
& i had a dream during tat short nap..
a sweet dream tat seems so real tat i noe it's not gg to happen...haix~
nxt training will be at the end of jul..haha..
why my ulcers so many days still there?
the painful-ness really make mi so frustrated la..
eat, drink, talk, open or close mouth oso pain..
so annoying..TSK!
yay..nxt week will be a more busy week..I LIKE! =)
many times i asked myself...
have i really let go? or have i jus been running away?
the ans is always the same..i really duno..
cos i already cannt differentiate betwn letting go & running away..
& these feeling sux ttm :(
Labels: YOG
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Friday, July 09, 2010
woke up damn early today..
ard 6am..cos i gt a 3-days temp recept job at woodland..
i know 3 days only..damn funny..haha..
& i haven gt up so early for a veri long time le..
but no choice gt to force myself to wake up cos i am nt familiar with the place..
1st day of work was okay..
jus answering of calls & acknowledge couriers..
but damn boring..cos other than all these, u basically gt nth to do, waiting for time to pass only..
though can online but the internet connection there damn cui lox..
most webby i wan go de all cannt be found..sigh~
how am i gg to survive for 2 more days?
with nobody to talk to & lunch alone =((
i am so not gonna apply for any recept job in future..
& i gt to wake up early again tml..
the yog thingy starts at 8am tml!!
ah!! i hope i can wake up & pls dun be boring =O
night~
PS: my ulcers are killing mi..they made mi feel like killing ppl now!! Boo! :(
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Wednesday, July 07, 2010
went TTSH for mum's appt in the afternoon..
lucky everything is alright..
mum passed her blood test =))
den went collect medicine..
6 months' worth of medicine as usual..
my hse gt mini pharmacy again..HAHA >.<
aft tat went Waruku for dinner! ^^
craving for the salad & corn soup duno since when ald..
still as yummy..haha..
but the pizza not nice one..
aft tat walk awhile den went home..
bought some mini cakes too =D
damn full & sinful luh..haha..
我只能在你离开后发现 你从来不是我的
你是你的.
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Friday, July 02, 2010
oh my..i feel sick again -.-
jus when i tot i am recovering! =(
now my head's spinning & hurt as & when it feels like..
HAIX..y like tat?
am i dying?? tsk tsk.
hopefully tml will be better.
lucky today rain whole day..
super cooling yo :)
ps: i need a job luh!! i am dying of boredom-ness! =(
Labels: bored
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Thursday, July 01, 2010
30062010
went clarke quay with cousin aft her work yst..
ate at the central Watami..some jap restaurant..
the food there not bad =)
aft tat walked to the Lunar since yst was ladies' night..
1st time there & gt 3 free drinks..haha..
not really crowded though & we left ard 11 plus..
i tink i really cant drink leh..only 3 plus glasses & i felt tipsy & look drunk ald..
lost my voice cos we were bascially shouting inside..haha..
cabbed back & reached home ard 12 plus..
thks cousin love for yst :)
shall go again nxt time k..zirca! wahaha :P
& i slept immediately aft i washed up..
din noe drinking will make mi sleepy one..haha..
damn rare cos i havent been sleeping so early since the start of this yr =X
PS: would u still be there when i need u?
sometimes i have gt so so many things to tell u..
but den it's really jus so hard..
many times, i duno how to continue the conversation..
it's jus like the feeling tat one is trying so hard but there's jus no result.
why? :(
Labels: Lunar
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