i jus realised i haven come here for a good 2 months!
not that life had been great, it's just that i am too busy...most of the time with work..
usually reached home ald 8 plus..if i were to meet frens for dinner etc, it will be 11..
& by the time i am done with everything & getting ready to slp it will be 1 plus 2am..
very unhealthy lifestyle i know & i am trying to change..by sleeping earlier..hahaha
i dont get how my sis can slp at a super early time of 9pm! i know she had to get up by 5am but i still wont be abt to slp so early..WTH..
one thing i cannot change is the time i knock off & the fact that i stay super far from my office..
i am looking for full time job now since mama is more or less stable & she is back to work..
but whenever i tink abt those interviews & how i had to adapt to new surroundings again i am sian-ed..
i jus dont like to get out of my comfort zone..i had been working in my current company for more than a year..
i am used to the working lifestyle & my dearest fun-loving colleagues minus the few irritating ones..haha..
i know i cant stay there forever & it's jus a matter of time that i have to go..
so i am trying to look for job now..not the best period to be looking for job but..oh well..
i tink i just created another mess for myself again..
& it's the damn same situation..
i seriously dont know why am i always encountering such things..
i am so tired of it that i am letting my heart take charge instead of my brain..i dont even care if they are right or wrong anymore..
it sucks alot..really. :(
i wiish i knew how to make a feeling stop.
Labels: still not very happy
