Wednesday, July 20, 2011
met bread & butter after work today at city hall..
finally, since our last met up during bread's bday..
we had dinner at Asian kitchen at raffles city..
their signature duck was nice..others still okay okay..haha
& we were talking abt buying insurance during the whole dinner cos butter is working in her dad's insurance company..
i rmb-ed last time we were talking abt shopping, sch & playing..
now we are talking abt buying insurances, work, marriage & life..
goodness..this showed that we have really aged man..dislike max! :(
after our long dinner, we went city link & had ice cream!
the Gelato is having happy hour 1 for 1..
damn shiok..yummy too!! ^^
time passes fast when we are enjoying lox..
we went home after the ice cream session..
oh..& butter will be gg hk nxt week..jillian oso gg hk in aug..& des is gg bkk tml..
anyway, hopefully we will meet again soon after butter's trip..
i wan go eat the udder's waffles!
haix..y does it seems tat everyone is gg overseas except mi huh? sian.. :((((((((
okay there's still work tml..damn..i keep thinking today is fri..
work was.....i duno wat to say! sigh~
tired ttm..ciao~
Labels: bread and butter
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Saturday, July 16, 2011
at 1st still thinking whether to work anot this holiday, in the end i chose the more practical decision..
started working for almost 1 week at cousin's bro-in-law co..
though quite far (it's near haw par villa), but cos the job quite slack so still okay lox..
& working hrs quite short, from 9am to 5pm..
but i am still not used to waking up early in the morn :(
everyday i need to train to harbourfront & take bus for abt 15-20 mins..
den still need walk 5 mins to get to the office!
so far nth much, only key invoices..
working life really sucks! no time for myself man..
early morn go work, by the time reach home ald 6 plus 7..
den eat dinner watch tv can go slp liao..sian ttm..
plus the ppl there nt really friendly leh..maybe cos i just started working ba..
shall see how as time pass..haha..
& i found out 1 thing that all jobs have in common is that the ppl like to gossip abt their collegues that they dislike..
so i was basically listening to em gossiping abt other ppl & complaining abt work everyday during lunch..
damn! i ald foresee how's my work life will be in future..sigh~
anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER!!
welcome to the 21 club..haha..
haven had such peaceful feeling for long..
maybe cos i am starting to let go bit by bit..
& working make mi have lesser time to tink..
but i hope no more of such sucky situation~ :)
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Tuesday, July 12, 2011
after knowing what cynthia is going thru now, i really feel her..
what happened to her dad is just like what happened to mum 2 yrs ago..she's gg thru wat i had gone thru b4..
except that her dad doesnt need any op for now..
but i totally understand how hard it is for her now..
having to go through things that nv happened to her b4, having to adapt to the life that nobody wants to have now & having to spend her holiday in hosp & home only..
really glad that i am able to relate & share my experiences to her so that she wont feel tat lonely..
that's how i feel at that time cos only when ppl who gone thru the same things can really say that they are able to understand..
told her things that i nv tell her b4 & now i feel we are much closer..hehe :)
but girl, rmb to stay positive no matter wat..
believe mi, things will get better soon :)
things will be much easier once u get over this phase..
everything happen for a reason..& is fated..
other than accepting, there's nth we can do..
maybe u will becum much stronger after tat..
really hope that ur dad will have a speedy recovery!
take care girl~
once again, i am down becos of my own foolishness :(
Labels: hope
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Thursday, July 07, 2011
went wj's hse to slack & chill in the afternoon..
met jasline & zj at near his hse de bus stop den went up his hse tgt..
thks jasline & her mama for the sandwiches..yum~ =D
played the scrabble i brought & for the 1st time i played for so long..
last time only played with sis b4..
& we normally play awhile jiu sian..
after today, i realise scrabble actually quite fun eh :)
after 2 rounds of scrabble, we played mj..haha
mj was fun too though tiring..haha
jason came ard 7 after his sch & we continued our mj till 8 plus b4 gg to jason's hse to get his car..
den he drove us to a thai place for dinner near kovan..
kh came awhile later cos he gt event b4 that..
food was nice & cheap eh :)
the tom yam soup & green curry totally numb my tongue..haha..
after dinner, jason drove us home cos he gt sch the nxt day..
shall meet for outdoor activity nxt time round!
really need to exercise & take a breather badly man..haha..
ywanzz...need to slp now..ciao!!
Labels: scrabble fun
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Monday, July 04, 2011
When I were young.....
During pri sch, parents expected me to do well & I passed that stage w/o much difficulties. Did well enough to get into sec sch express stream, though not the sch of my choice. During sec sch, was not as pressurized cos mum always say "can study means can study, cannot study press too hard also no use." But then I told myself I had to get in JC cos at that time my aim is to get in local uni & I thought going to JC will be easier to get into uni. And once again, I did well enough to get into JC, just that not the JC of my choice again. During JC, I struggle like hell cos it's totally not what I had expected plus my class was more of the playful class so we are the "play 1st study later" type. Actually I am not obliged to go into JC, but at that time there's still a thinking that getting into poly is not that good & so I decided the JC route (which is the regret of my life I think). By year 2, I realised the importance of studying to get good result but all was too late. I think I totally suck at making decision or rather, making bad decision is my forte? And true enough, my A level result sucks ttm & I cant get into any local uni. Then I wanted to go poly but the thought of wasting 2 years in JC before going poly was kinda stupid so I decided SIM (which I think not a good choice too). If only I research well enough to know that there are actually interesting A level courses in poly, I will definitely go poly. When deciding which course to take in SIM, I chose the most popular & hardest course just cos ppl are saying that banking & finance is a better one in term of job aspect in future. After pri sch I was not pressurized by anybody to make which decision, but I was the one stressing myself out in choosing the right decision. But more often than that, I will tend to regret the decision I made (almost) every single time.
I dont/cant understand why some ppl life are smooth & well-planned. It's like they dont even need to decide on anything cos everything is planned nicely for them. Be it the friends they made, the r/s they have, the sch they went to or even the careers they will have in future. And they dont have to worry about anything in life too. During holiday, they will go on trips & enjoy themselves. Yes I admit, seeing how so many of my friends going on trips made mi feel jealous & envy. Some said they wanted to go out & enjoy while they are young. Some said they wanted to play enough before stepping into the working society. Some said it's their graduation trip for studying for the past few years & it's time to relax. And me? I dont think I will ever had a graduation trip. I reckon my 1st trip (not msia) with friends will be when I already started working for duno how long later. I cant believe I am like the only one among my friends who has never taken a plane before. Sua ku ttm only. Maybe some of u will say "aiya scully next time u will be rich & can go to as many countries as u like what". I hope so luh, but the feeling by then will be totally different already. Like now, it's holiday for me & how I wiish I can enjoy my holiday by doing stuff that I like cos it's like the last holiday before I graduate next year. But again, I pressurized myself that I need to get a job & not spend money enjoying myself/slacking everyday. I always have a thinking that ppl will always think that the I am the eldest so I have to do what I am supposed to do. I dislike expectations from ppl cos that only meant that u have to live up to their expectations so as not to disappoint anyone. Like sis's expectation of me getting a job immediately during holiday so that I wont be seen by her like I am always not contributing to the family. Or like mum's expectations of me getting a job immediately after graduation so that she can stopped working so hard & get a much flexible job instead. I know I wont be able to escape all these cos most of the times I expected myself too much also. But sometimes all these expectations made me breathless. I know it's my responsibility but too much of it can kill too. For this, I hate to be the eldest. And nope, I am not complaining. I am just trying to prove that life is NEVER fair & will never be. I can only accept that this is life, MY LIFE.
PS: Everything is okay, just that having a big quarrel with mum & sis the other day sets me thinking about many things. Suddenly I just felt lost in my life.
Labels: 同人不同命
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Friday, July 01, 2011
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met mummy jill & kwa kwa at tamp to buy sis's bday stuff on wed..
& we had swensen...tried their salad for the 1st time..
not too bad but price abit high..haha..
after tat went back pasir ris to take 88 to amk to meet des & jasline..
wanted to watched movie initially cos des gt the free tic but den no timing so we trained to Nex to buy our nxt day movie tickets cos we scare selling fast..
but not bad we gt 5 tickets 2nd row from the back..haha
den we went wan chai hk cafe for dinner..
walked awhile den home..
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thurs met jasline & des at hougang mall buy the kawa bubble tea den go des hse slack..
he taught us to play mj cards..fun eh though only 3 ppl cos zj fly us airplane..tsk tsk..
left his hse ard 5 to go nex to meet kh & zj..
had dinner at something like MOF de restaurant..the pizza & pasta are yummy~!!
after that went for movie! i tink it's the 1st time we watch a movie together eh..cool~
somemore it's 154 mins! & it's full hse..not bad la but think previous ones nicer eh..
let's have more movie outing in future man..
den after movie we went rockery for supper..
their milk tea & sandwich nice!
oh man..i tink we are 4eva eating whenever we meet leh..haha..
home after supper..
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today went sungei road at little india with jas des & zj..
went the flea where they sell 2nd hand stuff..
but the weather really cmi..super hot!
we are like dehydrating & melting cos there no shelter one..
nth much leh, nv really see any vintage stuff that are many many yrs ago de..
but there 's zj's heaven, gt many vintage cameras..haha
& he bought 4 for 10 bucks only..
so cheap plus a few still can use de..haha..so lucky..
after combing the flea, we went subway to have a drink cos we really damn thirsty ald..
trained back to compass pt & had mos for dinner..
the wagyu beef one not bad though ex..but i tink milk tea with alot alot of milk still the best! :)
went metro awhile den home ard 7 plus..
damn shagged now cos had been gg out for consecutive 3 days with ALOT of walkings..
yeah tml at home can rest until happy liao..my feets need to rest lox..haha
till then~
Labels: fun and happening week
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