Thursday, March 24, 2011
i duno why u seems to imply that i am the one sowing discord among us.
dun deny cos things that u had done ald spell out everything.
just becos i replied ur msg honestly? or jus becos i post stuff on my blog & fb?
btw if u tink wat i post are untrue, u can dun read. this is my blog, i am free to post anything.
wat i can tell u is tat i din ask em to reply ur msg much less wat they replied.
i dun even noe the contents of wat they are gg to msg u until they sent the msg to u.
but then ur reply always seems to be shooting me, like turning 1 round to tell mi that u are unhappy with mi ONLY, like i am using their hp to reply u. come on~ i am not dumb, i can sense all these.
though the fact tat this incident involves all of us, but i know 你只在针对我. yes, ONLY me.
i duno is becos u 不爽 mi all along or wat but pls know u aint fair to mi by doing all these.
actually things shld end ald by now but i cant take this lying down knowing that u are just aiming at mi.
okay i am tired ald. since u wan to think it this way, then yes, it is becos of mi. Everything is becos of mi if u tink u will feel better this way.
mentally & physically tired...sigh~!
hopefully all these shits can get off my head soon!
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Sunday, March 20, 2011
I admit i had been feeling down for the past few days..dun really know why oso..
cos i am supposed to be happy tat things are more or less coming to an end (in a bad way though...)
To me, losing a fren is a big deal cos i treasure all of em & i tot none of tis will happen again..
But still, thks dearies for being with mi..
Felt much better after talking to u girls =))
Had been asking myself if i am abit too harsh but then i dun tink so leh..just like how u tink u aint in the wrong..
Oh well, wat done cannt be undone. So yup, time to put everything behind & move on..
I know tml will be a better day..hehe ^.^
有事情是要说出来的，不要等着对方去领悟，因为对方不是你，不知道你想要什么，等到最后只能是伤心和失望，尤其是感情。
wah this is so true..maybe if we had done that right from the start, things might not turn out tis way.
Labels: aftermath
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Saturday, March 19, 2011
today was still a happy day cos i went out with love! ^^ (though abit ruin by unnecessary stuff)
caught Big mommas: Like father, like son at The cathay.
the show was okay..beginning part quite funny but getting more boring at the later part.
Maybe cos my mood ald spoilt by u. Anyway, after movie we walked to bugis for dinner..
along the way, i vented all my frustrations out cos u said until like i am the cause of everything when u jolly well noe u r the one.
lucky love stands at my side & supported mi..felt much better after ranting everything out..
had dinner & bought koi after tat..hehe..
shopped ard bugis street but damn boring so we walked to little india to train home..haha..
thks love for the present & card..i love it!
good day with awesome ppl still =)
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I dun care if u read my blog or not but wat i wanted to say i will still say. I wont be so stupid to even tink tat i will hurt u anot anymore.
If i twisted ur words, do u tink i will post it up? It is becos tat's really wat we all tink & feel. Those who know mi will noe tat i wont anyhow wrong ppl. Do u noe y close frens will become normal frens as time passes? Becos u din even try to solve our problem. Since we bother to text u to go out means tat we still treat u as 1. If u dun even meet up with us, how the hell u wan us to know ur updates? Cant be we call u every now & then to ask u "any updates to share?" How do u noe things cant go back like b4 when u din even try? U know we are disappointed with u & all u did is to send a FB msg to ask us meet. U are the one asking to meet up but we are the one planning the meet up & still have to accommodate with u, no crowded places, cannt too early etc. Wth kind of logic is this? Since u dun initiate the 1st move, y shld we 自讨没趣? U said our schedules always clash (excuses again..haha), but mind u, u tink the rest of us everyday nth to do? Wan meet jiu meet? At least even if our schedules clashed, we bother to find time to meet. A day just for us only. & u? Have u ever go out with us for the whole day? No! U only came for the later part or best when we queue until our turn to our seat for dinner den u appeared. The worst is, ald late for 1 whole hr u still can tell us u still at home. Mind u, when we late for 15 mins ald feel sorry but u still can act like it's alright for us to wait for u. Sometimes we "booked" u in advance or to be exact 1 month, & u can still totally forget abt it nearer to the date. We ald tolerated long enough (for abt 2 yrs mind u). All these only show tat u dont treasure our f/s. & u are damn childish to block ppl (or rather mi) on FB. Want delete jiu delete la, as if i 稀罕 go see ur FB wall. How old ald? Grow up pls. Since u tink u r the innocent party, so be it. I will just be the bad person. Seriously dun give a damn cos u just proven tat losing 3 frens meant nth. Last time u did have the same kind of f/s problem too, so did it occur to u tat u are the big prob? All the more u shld reflect on urself. No doubt the rest of us will also reflect on this incident & then continue to move on. This shall be the last post regarding u I swear. I dun wanna pollute my blog with so many stupid stuffs. U are just nt worth us getting sad & angry. Okay everything tat can be said had ald been said, so hope tat u lead ur super problematic life with many other things revolving ard it happily luh. Oh ya btw just to tell u, we will still lead a happy life w/o u. Maybe much more happier. HAHA.
Labels: Nth but childish
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Thursday, March 17, 2011
okay enough of unhappy stuffs..
celebrated belated 22nd with breadspread yst! =D
went marina kbox. Promotion @ 6 bucks for 3 hrs. damn cheap
as usual spent more time taking photos. HAHA.
after kbox we trained to bugis & dinner at MOF.
Our all time fav eggs & desert..yum~ :)
Thks gals for everything. Loves the cake, present & not forgetting the handmade card!
u noe i love u both many many!! super look forward to end of exam so we can have more outings!
went bugis street walked 1 round after dinner..
bought a bottom in the end..hehe =))
then was home sweet home!
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Loves my bread & butter! ^^
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You cant make the same mistake twice. The 2nd time u make it, it's not a mistake. It's a choice.
We will still be happy w/o u.
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You just cant see wat's wrong with urself. Forever finding excuses for urself. To make urself feel better or wat?! You aint like tat a few yrs back. Ur actions made us feel tat u only come find us when u need our help. Ald tell u straight in ur face u still can reply like we aint understanding towards u. "I try to return ur kindness but forgive mi for my inability to do so" - u know how hurt we are by saying tis? & it only meant tat u doesnt even treat us as frens. How hard it is to just send a msg or find abit of ur time to try to solve our prob? U dun even have the intention to mend our f/s. Always NATO! Or rather i tink u jus dun care! I tink u duno wat's the definition of frens. What are frens for? Frens dont ask for returns & they share happiness & sadness tgt. Why cant u share ur prob with us? U can turn to other ppl but not us only tell us 1 thing - tat is they are more impt than us. Plus how complicated & problematic can ur life be? & u tink only u faces prob? Have u actually thought of how we felt when u said all these? We actually wanted to tell u how we felt abt u since long ago. But becos we dont wan to hurt u or break our f/s so we just forget it. I tink we are damn silly to tink tat till now (not anymore) we are still pinning hope on u but u doesnt even bother to contact us when u noe we are disappointed with u. The more i tink the more angry i am. Since ur bf is ur everything now, then so be it. We dun need u oso. & we cant be bothered anymore!
Labels: Disappointment
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Sunday, March 13, 2011
Happy birthday to mi!! =))
yes time flies..birthday yet again..haha
not really excited or wat actually..but definitely not looking forward unlike younger times..
it's just another day..plus prelim is still on-going..
1 more paper to go & everything have to restart again..sian ttm..
& prelim oso means have to celebrate belated again..
nevertheless, cant wait to meet my loves nxt week!! =D
anyway, thks to all for the wiishes..be it sms/msn/Fb..
appreciated & really thank you :)
thks lil sis for the mac breakfast & cake..haha
this yr dont really have big wiishes..jus 3 small simple ones..
hopefully they will come true..haha
had been reading abt the Japan's quake news since fri, it's really heart-aching & cruel..
seriously hope no more disaster :(
Labels: my birthday again
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Friday, March 04, 2011
went Nex with cousin kwa & sis to watch movie (again..haha)
ahh another day wasted & i haven touched my finance yet :(
see how i gonna die during the weekend....
anyway, had lunch at Ding tai fung 1st..
love the xiao long bao..yummy! :D
after tat watched My ex huanted lover with 2 medium tubs of popcorns..
omg..super full can..i still can feel those popcorns inside my stomach..haha..
& the movie so so only..too confusing le..
bought sushi for dinner & home..
thks kwa kwa for the treats today ;)
okay tml gt to wake up early (hopefully) to mug..
2 finance papers next week..sian..
ciao~!
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Tuesday, March 01, 2011
Hello March :)
i love march cos it's my birthday month..haha..
but it oso means i am 22 this yr?!
omg..it seemed like i just turned 21st yst leh..
i aint saying i am old (cos i am not..haha)..just to emphasis tat time is passing darn fast!!
i spent 1st day of mar with cousin kwa..
she la..tempt mi to watch movie when i told her i am studying for thur paper..
tsk tsk...feel so guilty lox =X
anyway, we watched 127 hours..the lead's acting was great :)
& the movie was inspirational...telling us how to "never say die"..
though the cutting of his own arm was abit damn gross..
the movie made mi feel like gg mountain climbing..
those sceneries will be super awesome..
maybe i shld do tat one day..heh..
okay tml must mug like hell if not thur i duno how to sit for the paper liao..
siannnn ahhhh~
Labels: never say die
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