Saturday, August 29, 2009
okay..result is gg to be out damn soon =(
super scare can..
i noe i wont do well..
but seriously dun wanna retake any unit can..
haix..i really need more time..
totally dun feel like gg back to sch..
i miss my gfs....so saddening..
haven met jil since duno when le..
& i haven been sleeping well tis few days..
i duno y..jus cant get to slp like how i used to..
i will drag for abt an hour or so b4 i can finally fell asleep..
sometimes more than that..
y??? argh!!
maybe due to the weather?
so unpredictable..
was so cooling a few days back..but now becum humid & stuffy again..
make mi feel so lethargic.....
haix..can i move to genting instead?
i miss the weather there..
i so feel like gg overseas =((Labels: nervous
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Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Happy Birthday Mummy!!
Pls stay healthy & happy always =))
i believe u will recover soon..
& i am looking forward to that day okay..
love u many many many!! :)
btw, sis's frens coming over today to help celebrate mum's birthday..
aunt's here too..
hope u enjoy ur day ^^
okay..i seriously gt a shock jus now..
& i tink i still am now..really..
haha..anyway, thanks for ur gift =)
appreciated ^^Labels: mum's birthday
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Sunday, August 23, 2009
whoots!!
cousins & nieces came over jus now..
they bought subway & mac..yum~
subway melts is loved..haha
& i loves kids..
they are super cute can..awww~
loves em =)
come more often..haha
Labels: kids
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Saturday, August 22, 2009
met bread & peanut yst evening at AMK Hub for dinner & movie =))
too bad butter cant make it..
super long since the 4 of us met up =(
anyway, had new york new york for dinner..
ages since i last ate..& we had candy floss too..haha
aft tat we watched Jack Neo's so called hor-medy Where Gt Ghost..
more of comedy to us..
was laughing like hell with em thruout the movie..
nt realli nice but nt too bad oso la..haha..
so yst was the most interesting day of the week for mi..
cos i had been at home for the whole week..haix
sian~Labels: AMK Hub
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Sunday, August 16, 2009
omg!!!
i am gg to die of boredom soon..
coping at home everyday is -.- can..
haix...
anyway, i was looking at my old photos & i realised that i had alot of childhood photos..
both glam & unglam..haha..
wanted to upload some on FB but duno wat's wrong with the uploader..
nvm..i shall try uploading again tml..
& msn oso cannt..
okay not mine..haha
wat's wrong with ur connection? haix :(
Argh!!!
i need something fun & interesting to get rid of my bored-ness..
help!!!!!!
anyway, i am glad tat life's getting better now =)
& i hope life will be back to wat i wan soon......Labels: boredom
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Wednesday, August 12, 2009
i thought thru alot tis few days..
& i am feeling much much better ald =)
cos i believe everything will be over soon..
haha..
& i wan watch jack neo's where gt ghost breadspread!!!!
let's find 1 night out okay....
pls dun feel bad cos i realli understand :)
miss u.....
Labels: better ald
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Sunday, August 09, 2009
happy national day...
tis is one of the worst national day that i had...
things are still the same after all..
i noe it's hard on the 3 of us, esp my mum..
but i am realli tired & depressed...i realli need a break now..
i felt much better aft pouring out my sorrows to cousin & frens..
thanks for lending mi a listening ear..
thanks andy for ur encouragement when u urself have gt prob too..
thanks bread for telling mi abt other things wich led mi to forget my sadness for a while...
thanks w for trying to cheer mi up & i am so sorry that i cause u to worry..
though i wiish u can be by my side but i understand cos u gt no choice either..
i noe i am the eldest & i shld be much stronger..
but apparently it seems that my sis is much stronger than mi..
i noe she is nt having easy time either..
having to cope with my mum's prob, my ranting daily & her sch..
she talks to mi alot tis 2 days & i realli understand..
but i need time to change & adapt..
i will try to accommodate to my mum whenever i can...
but sometimes i realli cant stand her..
i am at a loss now..
everytime she gt prob she wont tell us..
she will jus keep to herself until we keep asking den she tell us unwillingly that she is in pain or discomfort..
u noe how tiring that is? we are nt her..we duno how she's feeling unless she tells us..
she is realli stubborn..i realli duno wat to do...
i had been crying almost everyday cos i realli cant control my emotion..
i noe it's nt good..& who wants to cry all the time???
i promise my frens & u that i will try to be happier...& to look at the positive side...
i am trying..realli..
as much as i hate my life now, i am really hoping that my prob will be over soon..
as wat u said, life has ups & downs...& my ups might be jus round the corner..
maybe i am jus having my downs earlier than other ppl..
i am trying to stay strong now..stronger than wat i am now..
for that i promise though i duno if i can be.............................
when can my life be back to normal?? jus like the last time? =(Labels: sadness
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Thursday, August 06, 2009
i am realli realli realli tired..
soemtimes i felt so useless..
i duno wat my mum wan..
& i cant understand wat she is thinking...
neither do i noe..
i cant take it anymore..
i broke down again..& i tink she noes..haix..
everyday i will ask myself why why why..
why must it be me....?
why is my life like tat....?
why must i go thru all tis...?
why other ppl can be so happy & yet i cant??
why? why? why?
i am so tired & depressed =(
when can i be back to my happy self??Labels: sad
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Monday, August 03, 2009
mum had finally been discharged today..
aft ard 1 week of stay in NUH..
but she still had to go back NUH for review almost once per week..
not forgetting TTSH & Amk rehab..
sian =.=
& my left arm & shoulder had been aching like hell today..
i duno y..maybe i din slp well..
or maybe becos of the daily long journey bus..to & fro NUH..
& i am realli stress..
i noe my mum jus had her operation so her mood, attitude & appetite nt veri good..
she's really fussy & stubborn at times..
but sometimes i realli cannt take it..
i tried accommodating to her will..
but i realli duno how long more can i hold..
i cried for quite long today..until i am realli tired..
i am realli tired..both physically & mentally..
i tink i will break down again soon..
when can things be back to normal again?
haix..
sch's starting soon & i realli dun have the mood..
i realli need my entitled break =(Labels: tired
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