Happy 2012 loves!!! :)
really hope that it will be a better year..
No, it must be a good good year!! =D
as 2011 came to a closure, it's time to reflect on our mistakes & not to commit them again..
thinking back, 2011 had been a tough yet not so bad year..yes, contradicting luh..
many ups & downs..too much tears shed too..it's just like a roller coaster year..
sad that people can just come & go so easily..but it's those who stay made me realised they are true frens..
happy that all of us are still good & getting closer..
from connection getting closer & meeting up more often (really cant wait for our trip!!) to breadspread standing by me when things happen to having more HTHT talks with loves made me feel that life isnt that bad after all..
i know watever that happen, i will always have them with me..
hopefully we will continue this way..loves them ttm! ^^
for the past one year, i think i am dumb enough to let myself get hurt by the same things/ppl so many times..
i promised myself this yr i have to love myself more & do things that will benefit me more..
i shld stop thinking abt whether things i do will hurt anybody's feelings anot..
i shld stop putting other's feelings in front of mine, as long as my conscience is clear..
i shld stop contradicting myself always & be more firm with whatever decision i made..
i shld be more truthful to myself, no more pretending to smile when i am crying & pretending to be happy when i am sad..
I really hope my mama will be healthy & no more problems coming to us..this had been my new year's wiish every year since 2009..but then i am afraid of wiishing for anything..
cos none of my wiishes ever seem to come true & wat i hope not to happen will always happen..it's kinda scary huh.. =X
can u believe that my mama had gone to almost all the departments in TTSH?? from heart to brain to eyes to gastro to even ortho soon..
she's like the VIP of TTSH now..tsk tsk..
& i always dread gg to the hosp..it's never-ending & the experiences there are just not good..
it's really hard to explain the tiredness & frustrations unless one experience it..
not to mention the forever looooong wait & hefty sum of bills..
pls i dun wan to go to all departments..it's really enough..
i am really tired (mentally & physically) of having to settle (almost) eveything....
For 2012, I just wan to be wiser, to be more self disciplined (esp on my studies), to be better & of cos to be happier.
It's really that simple actually.
Happy New Year again..cheers~!! :)
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