Had a long bus ride home after work today. I bus-ed home from Harbourfront instead of taking the MRT. I think I must be crazy to take a good 1.5h bus journey home alone. Haha. But it was still good cos I really needed some time alone. I know I may be emo at times but believe me, after a day or so I will be okay. It's just that small period of time, at that moment when I felt damn helpless which explains the long emo posts. I thought it over, whatever that will happen will still happen. We still have to accept no matter what. Given up on wiishing for anything to be better cos the outcomes will always be the opposite of what I want it to be. I should just be contented if they don't worsen. So whatever problems that want to come, just come. I don't believe I can't solve u all one by one. Anyway mum's appt has been push to the earliest next month cos their earlier slots are all full. One month is quite long though cos we don't really know how's her condition will be but just hope it doesn't get worse lox. As for you, I got no time to think about it. But just see how things go ba. I am sorry for not replying to any sms. I didn't mean it but just give me one more day.
Sometimes we don't need advice, we just need somebody to listen. That will be good enough.
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