how to study? totally no study mood...
though May seems far but then actually quite fast de..
i started my revision ald but then my pace is super slow..
& my papers are all back-to-back..i dont like ='(
kill mi pls~
why do i feel like we are distancing just as we are getting closer?
though u din say anything, but my instincts told mi so..they are quite accurate from past experiences..
why do things happen for no reason?
over the yrs, frens just leave for no particular reason..
i really dun understand cos there are no quarrels, no fights, no conflicts..just nth..
i know frens do come & go..but definitely not these few whom i tot i am really close with..
& wat hurts mi most is tat they doesnt seem to be affected by it..
y am i always the only one affected?
& i really need a long time to get over em..
cant they just be fair to mi for once? haix..
sometimes, i asked myself if i am the problem..but it doesnt seem to be cos i must say i really treat my close frens well leh..
whenever any need help, i will surely try my best to help & be there for em..even if it means sacrificing my time..
maybe i just suck at all kind of r/s? oh well.. :(
sigh~ i am lost yet again....
ahhhh..i hate this..seriously.
It's not the goodbye that hurts, but the flashbacks that follow.
