Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Do u ppl have the feelings of wanting someone to be there for u when u're feeling damn damn down, but then u just cant seem to find anyone? Isit mi only or there are ppl feeling this way too? I know there are still bffs & family ard but then sometimes I just doesnt feel like bothering them. It's like adding my problems to theirs. Many times I hope you would text/call/even msn me every now and then, asking me how was my day etc. And whenever I am down, I would hope tat you will be by my side listening to me rant & advising me. But well, where were you when I needed you the most? I just want u to be there with me, sharing my sorrows & happiness. Isit really that hard? I really hate it when I am alone cos that's the time where i will think abt many things. So many things will be gg thru my mind, be it positive or negative ones and I will be so emo aft tat cos the negative ones will always overweigh the positive stuffs. I duno how long I can actually hold on cos I dun tink I can control my emotions that well. Sometimes I feel that my bffs are just close friends where we will meet occasionally for dinner/movies/shopping only. Pardon me. Though I know they will be more than willing to be there for me if I really need them. I duno why but I really feel that the distance between all of us is widening. I hope I am just thinking too much. Maybe it's due to me being a typical piscean. Pisceans just tend to think more. So tell me wat can I do then? I am just a human aft all. I cant control many things/situations & I hate time like this. Haix. :(
你永远不懂我伤悲 像白天不懂夜的黑 。
Stay with mi always.
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