A touch of Sweetness

Me, myself and i!

XxGraceoO
21
Singapore !
Student
SIM

Loves..

anyting !
$$$ :p
freedom
heels!
my frens & loves :)
my family :)
my melody ^^
KJK..Pornsak =D
play , eat, slp, watch tv etc..

Hates..

alot of tings actually
tests/exams?
getting hurt (it's nt a nice feeling)
all insects (eeeeeek!!)

^_^Wiishes^_^

to earn big bucks soon :)
more $$ pls
visit Korea!!
to go on vacation
to enjoy life ttm :)
to have more time/rest
frens, family & loves to be healthy & happy always ^^
life to be smooth sailing..
& to be happy always!!=)

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Saturday, June 20, 2009

tis week had been the hardest week of my life..
mum had a heart attack on wed..
rush her to TTSH A&E unit in the evening..
totally loss there cos i was alone & i cant go in cos i had a fever..
den doc say that most of her veins & arteries had blockage & they had to do an immediate operation on her to clear the main blockage that led to her heart attack..
super scared & called my cousin..
uncle came & doc spoke to us aft her operation..
doc said that she was quite ill & had we send her in the next day instead, she might be gone..
my heart totally sunk all the way to the bottom upon hearing that..
but was relieve that i din wait till the next day den send her in..
cried the whole night & i tried to control myself when i c her in the ICU..
she still had a bypass operation to do..
went home ard 1am aft seeing her & woke up quite early on thur..cant slp at all..
was super worried the whole night..
saw her & she seems quite okay..
stay there the whole day till night den went home..
sis came home on thur night & told her abt it..

on fri b4 gg to the hospital, doc called mi & say there's some bad news..
my mum apparently had a stroke in the morn & she cant speak..
faster pack my things & went to the hospital..
saw her & i broke down immediately..
she cant talk & cant move her right side..
when u talk to her she din react & jus look at u..
my heart totally sunk the 2nd time..
i cant stop my tears from flowing..
she had a brain scan that afternoon..
saw her again in the evening & she can talk a little ald..
was a little bit relieve den..
went home aft dinner..
i was super scared of hearing my phone ring...
slept early cos i was sick & had medicine..

went hospital again early afternoon today..
she look much better than yst ald..
but doc said that her bypass had been postponed to a month's time cos of her stroke..
they had to monitor her condition 1st..
went home ard 8 aft dinner..
guess this will be my routine for the nxt 1 month or so..till she is discharge
hope that she will get better & pray that her condition wont worsen..
i realli cant afford to lose my mum..pls..
jus let her get better..seeing her with so many tubes ard realli sadden mi..
i realli regretted nt forcing her to do body check up the last time..
i realli wan nth now..oni for her to recover & be back to normal like last time..
pls get well soon~~~

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