6 months later, I knew I made the rightest decision ever.

I am happy everyday, having you in my life is the best thing that can ever happen to me.

Everything that we went through will be worthwhile just simply because we found each other.

Everyday I am thankful to have you.

Thank you for doting me.
Thank you for always making me feel loved.
Thank you for always making me happy.
Thank you for always being so silly just to cheer me up.
Thank you for always being, be it happy or sad.
Thank you for always assuring me to make me feel secure.
Thank you for including me in your future plans.
Thank you for appearing in my life.
Thank you for making my life complete.
Thank you for being you, the always amazing you.

I love you. :)

Though we dont know what the future holds for us but I know we will surely try our best to make it better & closer to our dream future.


Because I am a girl. ♥

when it's time to move on, it's time to move on.

forgive me for being selfish., never want to hurt u this way.

but i know this is wat i wanted.

i am more than happy everyday & i am really thankful for that. 

please move on....& be happy.

Dearest butter love is married! :)

Really happy for her & Wiish her a blissful marriage!
Marry or not, Breadspread still love you always! 

Totally agree on this & I think it is super true.

Really don't und why must u always think so lowly of urself?

i think we are considered having a reasonably comfortable life now, with a roof over us & we are not starving anytime at all.

yes we are not rich to have a car as transport.

yes we are not rich enough to always eat good food in restaurants.

yes we are not rich to go traveling as & when we like. Even when i wan to travel, i also have to plan super long & save as much money as i can. But i am happy cos i am spending what i earned. 

yes we are not rich that we can buy whatever we want without considering first.

yes we are not rich cos i am still paying my study debt. 

yes we are not rich that's why we always have to apply for whatever financial aids that are available for us.

i am super angry over what u had said today & it totally spoil my mood the whole day. :(

why must you be so sensitive & keep thinking negatively of what others will think of us?

if you keep having the thoughts that u are poor & sick, u will forever be poor & sick.

I am happy with my life now, having not to worry about 3 meals & having not to worry too much about money compared to the past. At most we save more by buying less unnecessary stuff. 

why must u make urself so miserable & tired with all those stupid thoughts?

have you put urself in my shoe when u said that? 

i know i am not capable enough to earn lots of money.

i know i am not capable enough for u to stop working & be tai tai at home.

i know i am not capable enough to find a rich bf.

i know i am just not capable, but at least we are not having a hard life now. this is more than enough.

not like we did not suffer before so we should be grateful & contented now.

our lives have not been good since 15 years ago but we had already come so far.

we had seen & past all sorts of storm & we still survived.
this meant that nothing can crush us so easily now.

even my relationship have never been a smooth one. 

too many obstacles in front sometimes i feel like giving up but i will continue to hang on as long as he never give up on us.

i don't know if you or anybody will ever accept him in future but i don't care as much now as long as we are happy. Really. 

This year had been an interesting year for me - From knowing you to having you standing by me in whatever i do, sharing my happiness & sorrows to taking my 1st virgin flight to Taiwan with besties to finding a full time job to adapting to new environment & people.

Ever since i starting working FT, i told myself i must at least go on a trip once a year and tadah i will be gg to sydney in May! Really cant wait. :) though i wanted to go korea so badly but nvm, next time.

Cant wait to go & hv fun with the gang and this time i am pretty sure we will enjoy ourselves to the fullest. haha.

Today, counting to 2014, i am thankful to hv u with me & i hope for the many more years to come, you will still be by my side. Though we still hv many issues to sort out, i believe that eventually things will turn out fine.

Thank you for always being there~ :)

I believe that 2014 will be a good one, much much better than any other years!

Honestly speaking, I am not looking forward to the new job at all. Not even abit.

At a comfort zone for too long, now it's time to leave & I am dreading it. Sigh~ :(

Seriously hope the colleagues there are nice. *Cross finger*

When it's time to leave, it's time to leave.

ever since i am back from Taiwan, i am stress-ed almost everyday.

stress abt finding job.

stress abt when i will be able to find a job.

sending resumes everyday but the replies i got back is just minimum. so what can i do?

even more stress when i am pressurized by ppl ard me asking me abt my job finding.

esp since sis is starting sch soon & mama has stopped working for a few months ald.

everybody just tink it's so easy to find a job.

if it's that easy, i would hv find one long ago.

if it's that easy, u guys think i wan to stay at my current job with irregular working hrs & drawing a salary much much lower than what a degree grad shld get?

so what if u hv a degree now? it's still not easy to find a job, not that i hv high expectation.

other than mass sending resumes (& i dont even really care what requirements they need now), what can i do?

also i dont even really care if the job is related to what degree i hold, as long as the job is suitable & pay is reasonable, i will take it.

cos right now i know i will only be working for the sake of working & money.

i hv debts to pay & of cos to stop anymore naggings from hounding me.

i had enough & all these sucks.

so so tired of all these stuff & i really need a breather.

how i wiish i am still in Taiwan, eat slp play all day long & obviously away from all these shit & naggings. 

if only.... sigh~ :(